LGBTer in desperate need (Repsoted question 'cuz no one ANSWERED B4)!?

I have no friends, no hope, no confidence. Read my other questions and you can began to see how f*cked up I am. I really need a companion. A ual companion. Someone (male, female, or in-betweenie) who I can just orally stimulate and pleasure for nothing in return. I need to at least feel like SOMETHING is going on in my life, and if I have to be a submissive wh*re to make it happen, than so be it. Someone, PLZ let me shove their in their mouth and give you whatever you want. P*ss on me if you want. Choke me. Beat me. Kill me. I really don't care, as long as you're my s*ck my buddy, my ual companion. HELP ME!